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Thursday, June 30, 2005

sHIT.... reli shit sia... i can really feel all the pain now... so damn painful.. cant stand it.. god!! pls help mi.. the med no use 1... i eat le still painful... then y give mi tat stupid med which gt no use... haizz... made mi suffer so much.. omg omg!!!! i gona die....... die....... die...................

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omg... todae i suffer so much pain sia.. haizz... so sad... todae hor.. i forgone the initial D movie and choose Dental!!! OMG!!! i cant blive it lo... cos my tooth reli hurt le.. must faster get rid.. haizz... so papa say meet him at 2.30 todae.. at boon lay mrt de taxi stand lo..

so todae morning.. i wake up early.. cos cant slp le.. mayb i m afraid of the dentist?? haha.. then i go watch anime lo.. watch till 11 somthing and i go bath.. when i bath finish, papa call... and say change to meet him at 2.. lucky he called early.. and he ask mi to go out at 1.. haha.. but i din.. i go out at 1.20.. hehe.. in the end i was late la.. but nvm.. a little late onli.. hehe...

wah.. so nervous when i reach there.. haiz... i m no.6 so i gota wait lo... anyway.. tat time already no.4 go in le... while waiting.. i was so damn nervous lo.. my eyes was brimming with tears man... haizz.... then from 2 something i wait will about 3.10 then is my turn... the doc is a female lo... she say my tooth cannot patch le... say must take out.. OMG i was so glad to hear tat lo.. and i tell her tats better.. cos i dun wanna patch.. patch is beri painful.. hee... and she gave mi an injection.. haizz... and ask mi to wait outside until the med gt effect... then after tat.. i go in again.. and she pull out my tooth lo.. and TaaDaa.... my tooth came out... so dammit.. cos hor.. when she pull my tooth.. she also pull my vein at the other side of my mouth.. and i was struggling when she pull it.. omg... she not enough strength la... so now.. my tooth gt hurt abit le.. cos the medi wear off le.. haizz... so sian... pain pain pain....

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

miss mi? haha.. so long never blog lo.. cos i m busy with projects... nah.. just kidding.. mi where gt so hardworking.. haa.. cos just lazy to blog lo... anyway.. just see jasmine blog.. my god.. my mood turn reli black le... tat zk.. now reali with her le.. haizz... nvm.. jas!! i help u also.. i also pray for them to break up soon!!! mayb tml they will break up.. or tat slut will flirt his friends... arr... damn it...

anyway.. so siao.. my broken tooth finally hurt le.. so sian.. realli must go see dentist le.. i keep avoiding tis issue.. but now.. finally cant ran away from it!!! help mi man.. pls god (all kinds of god) pls let mi be safe... haizz.. dentist are so scary.. tat wrs dentist is the worst one i ever met.. though i onli met 2 dentist... he is lo.. so rough.. tat time wash my teeth till all my gum bleed non stop... make my mouth feel so bloody.. then my friends see le all freak out... haizz.. sian diao..

oh.. gt fmgt project to do.. but.. wtf.. i dun even know how lo.. dun even understand the articles.. how to do.. so sian.. god.. i wish i can die.. so no nid to trouble so much.. though its onli small issues.. hehe... but reli tire la.. but lei.. i also bu she de my family and friends.. especially my brother and papa... hehe.. love them so much.. haha.. cos they are the best!!! hehe...

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Friday, June 24, 2005

todae... we (jas, jh, yf, hc, ch, dh and alvin) go support kx lo.. hehe.. we go her sch concert... cos she playing cello there ma.. hehe... b4 tat.. we( mi and jh) go pon the ecd lect lo.. cos bslaw lect is e learning.. hehe.. then we meet jas and dh go watch Mr & Mrs Smith... the show beri cool lei.. i like it.... hehe.. so exciting cum romance cum comedy cum actions.. hehe.. nice nice... oh.. then we go meet yf ch and alvin lo.. and we went to eat dinner.. after tat meet hc at dover mrt there lo..

hmm.. the concert hor... made mi wanna slp sia.. not tat its not nice lo.. just tat i have no "sense".. hehe.. dun know how to appreciate the music.. hehe.. and i was feeling beri idiotic... haha... cos still gt ppl say encore.. damn.. anyway.. after tat we wait for kx lo.. and we all go home together.. and yf suggest we go eat supper at blk630... and he treat us lo.. hehe.. cos his papa open tat stall there ma.. anyway.... gt mi, jas, jh, yf, ch and dh onli lo... ya hor.. dh todae beri ke lian.. cos he was kana ignore or i say treated as transparent.. haha.. cos no ppl hear wad he saying everytime.. onli mi lo.. haha... poor thing... oh.. then gt alvin also.. hehe.. and he go home take his doggy down.. so pretty lei.. and cute.. love it man.. too bad i cant afford a doggy yet.. plus.. i haven gt time also.. hahA... now so tire sia... dun wanna tok about wad happen ytd le.. too tire...

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Wednesday, June 22, 2005

hehe.. watching manga watch till half onli.. haha.. cos the dl rate slow down le.. duno y... so i fater come here update blog lo.. later jh nag mi again.. haha.. jk la... i also long time no update le.. hee...

anyway... sun is fathers' day leh.. did i tok about it?? dun think so ba... mi and shen bought a shirt for papa on sat... then after tat.. we go buy kfc and go grandma hse lo.. cos papa say tat we all each buy some food and go there eat.. hehe.. small aunt bought sushi.. then big aunt bought satay.. then sambal fish.. crabs.. and also some vegetarian food for grandpa.. papa bought kfc family feast 1 and 2 leh... haha.. third aunt them came so late... so we all eat first lo.. eat finish le then they come.. duno they buy wad food la.. i already full le... after tat also gt dessert leh.. yummy... hehe... mi and bro share lo... strawberry sago.. nice man.. but so full sia.. haha.. after tat we sit till about 8 somehting then go home lo.. so tire sia...

then sun.. haha... nth lo.. just the same.. go to ah mah hse whole day.. tats it.. din celebrate fathers' day at ah mah hse.. cos ah gong doesnt live there... hmm.. then still gt.. haha.. papa won mahjong.. but onli 50 dollars nia.. hee...

mon ar... hmm... no bslaw tutorial!!!! so damn happy.. haha.. cos can slp more ma.. hehe... oh ya... yf come our sch sia.. cos his lesson cancel ma.. then his afternoon si bei free.. so come our sch lo.. idiot man.. din come find us.. go find li juan sia.. idiot.. haha.. then after tat meet jasmine go home le.. abit scary sia.. cos jh still angry with her... and dun wanna tok to her.. and her facial expression is like telling jasmine "DUN TOK TO MI!!" haa... reli lo.. then i like so.. eh.. nvm.. haha.. but i tok to her lo.. then jasmine like trying to tok to jh also.. haha... but in the end she gt tok to her la.. phew...

tue!! morning go to tat stupid CMA tutorial.. so sian... wanna die sia.. then after tat.. i skip lecture lo.. cos.. mon i watch manga till 11.30pm.. then beri beri tire.. cos i slp early one ma... so i cant stand it and go home lo.. but go home hor.. i still watching manga.. till 9pm then watch finish.. haha... so siao...

wed... todae!!! i skip the last lecture again.. think i "mei jiu" le.. but i dun care la.. hehe... anyway.. todae suppose to meet teresa at blk 56 there after finish eating.. but mi jh and fiona go eat kfc ma.. so come back time is already up.. nid to go to class le.. so sry man.. anyway.. met "xie yun yi" at bukit timah plaza.. hmm.. think her eng name is michelle xie... not sure also.. btw.. who cares.. hehe... she ar.. no diff from tv lo.. just like tat.. haha.. then go to ECD tutorial... do presentation.. haha.. actaully not i do.. onli teresa do.. hee... oh ya.. remmeber le... think tis is the first time i reli find someone i mean in np la.. i feel tat i dun like her... reli dun like.. rena is better than her lo.. she so "san ba" sia... hate her... arrgh!!!!! lost jh pencil lead... then lost siao ying precious notes... how dare she... idiot!!! oh.. todae wen bin msg mi.. ask mi wanna adopt a doggy anot.. cos his mum friend no time to look after it.. haizz.. mi aso ma.. so i reject lo... but in the future.. i gona have a doggy.. hehe.. nono.. i wan a puppy.. hehe...

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Friday, June 17, 2005

You,re a very depressed, lonely person. Something
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wah.. so shock todae.. anyway.. i pon lesson again.. haha... not a big news also.. my bro.. bought sims 2 for my cousin birthday... eh.. $100 leh.. damn.. so we each have to pay $25... super broke now.. dun even have 1cent to pay him lo... cos i nid to pay for yi xian present.. plus i have to pay first for jasmine and hc concert tics... though its onli $5 each.. realy damn no money.. so pek check now.. cos i no money to spent.. haizz.... my cousin present... tis mayb is the first present tat i bought for someone.. haizz..... y.. y.... so sad man... had to save the money for one month to pay him back.. duno how my another cousin pay tat $25.. he will be shock to know he had to pay $25 for the present also.. haha.. i almost feel like crying just now.. haha... cos i really no money le.. pls now.. i m in debt... haha.... but i din gamble leh.. haizz.. din gamble also can be in debt.. haha.. funny....

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Wednesday, June 15, 2005

basically... i m goin to summarise wad i realise for the past 4 weeks i have been yr 2 of my life... haha... sounds so serious sia... abit siao le mi.. btw... damn my right eye... still swollen.. haizz...

Module: CMA
Comments: basically... it sux.... the lecturer sux.. plus my tutor sux... the lecture so kao bei one... cos she like cant stand any voices and also anyone who is late for the lecture... and she will like stop for awhile everytime she heard some noise... i m like.. what the heck.. just carry on la... ppl dun wanna listen tats their own fault lo... stop for wad... haizz... then my tutor... so idiotic.. cant speak eng properly.. then cannot understand wad he toking also.. hai yo yo.. plus worst... HIS LAP TOP DUN EVEN HAVE SCREEN!! siao liao.. haizz.. i gona fail tis module..

Module: FMGT
Comments: eh.. the tutor is fun.. anyway.. lecturer is the same person which is my tutor.. he is funny... and he always mention my class during lecture... but hor.. i dun understand anything in fmgt... though he is a fun person.. tats it... i gona fail tis also...

Module: I & E
Comments: eh... dun really nid to study.. cos its a IS module.. haha... will pass la.. for sure.. hehe... hope my other classes will be so slack man...

Module: ECD
Comments: lecture.. din really go.. haha.. dun even remmeber wad the lecture look like also.. hehe.... but hor.. i can say one word about the tutor... SUX!! my god.. he is a lao cok cok.... hair all white le.. then he tok so slow.. plus hor.. his sound think is monotone sia.. listen till can fall aslp.. mayb he was singing a lullaby for us to listen.. haha.. anyway.. din even listen to what he is toking... fail again ba.. but mayb not.. hehe...

Module: HRM
Comments: eh.. the teacher tok alot... cos she gave alot of examples... though its really ok... but hor... the tutorial usually seems like beri long leh.. duno y also.. haha.. haizz.. nth to say about this also.. not really like it.. but not really dun like it lo.. the lecturer... also beri naggy... tok tok tok.. one slide can tok for like.. 15 to 20 mins sia.. can die.. haha....

Module: BSLAW
Comments: haha.. almost forget about this.. anyway.. the lecturer and the tutor is again... same person.. anyway.. he is quite GAY or you can say sissy ba.. though he teach not bad la.. anyway.. i like bslaw abit lo.. haha.. cos i think law is fun... abit fun nia.. hehe... can take it.. pass anot.. depends lo.. haha...

OVERALL: eh... i think i will repeat tis sem.. haha.. jk jk... i die die also wanna pass.. hee...

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Tuesday, June 14, 2005

haha... sun nite.. i can feel tat my right eye is painful.. so i go slp early lo.. then mon morning... 6.30a.m... haha.. can feel my right eye swollen.. and quite painful.. plus.. i still wanna slp.,.. haha.. so i plan to go tell papa my eye is swollen.. so i dun wanna go sch... and it work man!! hehe.. so happy.. hehe..

tue... which is todae... my eye is still swollen.. omg.. so damn ugly man.... but who cares.. haha.. nobody like mi ma.. so i dun nid to scare ppl seeing mi so ugly now.. hehe... so anyway... go tutorial in the morning then break then lecture.. same routine lo.. haiz.. so dman sian.. but wad can i do?? life is like tat... hehe... anyway.. hong just now come my hse.. do his policy thingy again la.. haha... oh ya.. lend him yu yu hakusho.. cos he see till half way nia.. see i so gd.. i din even watch finish then i lend him.. hehe...

duno update my blog for wad.. since i gt nth to write.. my life is so damn boring.. haha.. think now onli one person will see my blog onli... i show try to put tat duno wad thingy.. then can see how many ppl is viewing my blog... so i can have the motivation to update my blog.. haha... up till now i onli know one person is viewing sia.. onli jh.. haha.. dun even dare to put tag board.. haha.. cos scare no ppl will type in also.. hehe.. thten will be so "dui lian"... hmm.. have to go rest now.. if not tml eye still swollen... haha... nite..

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

eh.. ytd i pon class.. haha.. cos beri sian ma.. all lectures... then lazy to go also.. hehe... ok.. then at nite... hong suddenly call and say he gt book a bbq near his house there for his friend.. but then his friend cancel it ma.. so he wanna ask us wanna go bbq anot.. in the end.. they all can make it.. so mi and qi meet hong todae morning go seng song buy those bbq things lo.. hehe

ok.. todae qi so fast reach seng song.. then i onli eat one bite of my char siew bao... then i go out and meet her lo... we buy alot of things la... so damn heavy lo.. then we go hong hse prepare the things.. eh.. he gt dog at his house lo.. called lucky.. eh.. the name abit "song"(old-fashion).. hehe... ok la.. but hor.. tat doggy beri the pervert leh.. he sexually harrassed mi... eeee...... i so scare sia.. but heard from hong he will go do the same thing for both female and male.. tat means he is bisexual(dunoo spell correctly anot) lo... anyway... when we go down the bbq pit... the sky like black black le.. then rain... after tat it stop... then rain again.. then finally stop.. so we set up the pit lo... after tat not long... sky black again.. and finally it rain heavily... so we had to take 4 umbrellas and shelter the pit lo.. dun let the rain put off the fire.. hehe.. but hor.. tat smoke hor... keep flying towards mi leh.. made mi cant open my eyes... anyway.. when 4th uncle go and take the map form his car and as the shelter for the pit... its stop raining le.. so pek chek with it.. haha... after tat we bbq lo.. then floor dry le.. so we all sit outside there.. on the floor and talk lo.. family tok.. haha.. tok alot of things la.. then go home le.. so sweaty and smelly.. haha.. though now i bath le.. its like i din lo.. cos i m sweating again.. so sian diao...

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

the quiz is reli accurate lo.. u all can go and try it go.. eh... not 100% accurate la.. can say 80% haha.. cos i m not tat flirt lo.. i wont like someone one day.. and change my mind after i saw someone handsome lo.. idiot.. and also... i dun scout for boys.. cos i dun like to.. anyway... the rest is all true lo.. haha... quite surprise when the results came out.. cos quite accurate ma...

anyway... todae when to TP to do project for I&E lo.. so humid sia.. and we had to interview some of the students there to see wad canteen food is popular among them... and also the facilities of the sch also.. haha... wah... someone want my no sia... i was so shock... cos its such a long time since ppl wan my no.. anyway... i still cant blive lo.. haha.. cos i was so ugly.. nvm.. forget it.. anyway... so tire... then still must take bus to NYP.. and its a super long journey lo.. plus ytd phone zi yong to help mi do survey and then tok craps with him till 2 then slp leh.. make mi feel super tire right now..

oh.. anyway.. met yu fen and joseph and TP... then NYP.. hmm.. din met anyone lo.. haha.. i mean saw 3 ex wrss ppl la.. but duno their name also.. haha.. eh... too tire le la.. duno still gt wad to say also.. think also no ppl will see my blog.. haha... so i shall end here... hee...

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

You are the one who hates to hate but hates to
love. You can't deside at all! You have a
switching mind and just can't make up your
mind. You like someone but then someone else
comes and you think they are ugly the next day.

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You are a girl just an awesome girl. You like
everyone and everyone likes you (mostly). You
like to go shoping and scout for boys. You
dont' get frustrated to easy and you like to
just relax and have a fun safe time hanging
with your friends.

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Saturday, June 04, 2005

eh... so long din blog again... think i like to accumulate the entries.. haha...

TUE (31/5)
which is jh birthday todae!! eh.. mon mi and jh decided to go watch madagascar on tue.. hehe... anyway.. met cheong how at the bus stop there to take 61.. eh.. he ask mi whether i m free on thurs anot.. they all goin to celebrate his birthday lo... anyway tat day.. we end class early also.. at 2... then cheong how also go watch with us lo... eh.. he skip class lo.. so tat he can go with us.. cos he say it is jh birthday ma.. anyway.. ding huat din go.. cos he nid to help his mim buy things lo... the movie not bad la... i love those penguins.. so damn cute!!!! hehe.... but the ending quite hmm... how to say leh.. not really like ending.. haha

WED(1/6)
eh.. go to vins today.. cos i ask auntie about the fmgt booklet and she say wed lo.. hmm.. but... haizz... auntie say must order one leh.. so sian... so i had to order and get it on fri.. so sad sia... sob* sob* so sian.. end class at 5... and jh dun wanna skip lesson.. haha... i m a bad ger... anyway... after class.. acc jh go cold storage buy mango pudding for cheong how.. haha.... but there dun hav.. and we met hao liang and his gf there... hmm.. after tat jh wanna go ntuc... so i go take away kfc and go home lo.. met jasmine and ying xue.. haha... and i was wearing the same t shirt as jasmine leh.. hehe... wad a concidence.. hee... then after tat i go take away food at the hawker at my hse there... and i met wei shan when i go home.. haha... wad a day.. met so many familiar faces.. hehe..

THURS (2/6)
eh.... todae.. go class at 9 lo.. cos tat tutor say one.. hehe.. gd... can slp abit more lo.. anyway.. met jun wen and zi yong them at bukit batok mrt station there to take bus 61.. but too bad.. we were all late for classes... cos the bus came reli late.. also.. becos we were late also... anyway.. the teacher din scold us la.. and hor.. lesson end at 11.. cos we finish discussion liao.. hehe.. next week gona start doin project lo.. anyway.. when 11 finish.. acc jh to go atrium to buy bslaw text.. then we sit there la.. hmm.. meeting cheong how them... but they end class at 1.. still damn long.. so i say we go cwp first la.... and then.. while we were still dicussing.. met ricky and his classmates la.. then i ask jh wether she wanna go home first.. cos she seems reli tire lo.. then she say "go home go home la..." in a veri irritated voice lo... pls lo.. i was just being nice to her leh.. then she like so piss off.. then i get piss off too.. and just walk to the bus stop without saying gdbye to ricky lo.. anyway.. at the bus stop there we started talking again la.. haha... oh.. then i met bro and cwp to watch my bf is type B cos he watch alone so ke lian.. so i acc him la... and jh go home rest first... eh... after finish watching tat movie.. we went to TS to buy some vcds lo.. then i go meet jh them le... eh.. went to eat pizzas la... wah.. we stay there like about 1hr 30mins sia.. haha.. then after tat we go walk walk lo.. and jh and cheong how decided to go watch my bf is type B too.. haha... but ding huat cannot.. cos its late for him.. as the show start at 5.30pm.... ya.. then they go watch and mi and DH just go home lo...

FRI(2/6)
eh.. todae sch start at 11!!! hehe... yeah.. can slp late.. eh.... when to lecture la.. but break hor.. mi and jh and hans just went off.. cos reli sian.. and duno wad the teacher toking also.. haha.. then they acc mi to atrium to buy text lo... hmm.. then we walk to SIM.. cos meeting sy them there when they finish lecture to eat lunch lo.. hmm.. met miudrake(shit.. her name to complicated to spell) then she tag along with us to eat at SIM since she also have a break and she is alone too... eh.. after lunch.. went to the last lecture.. haha... then go home lo... eh.. went to cwp first.. haha.. to look for toufu.. ai ya.. cant find tat dessert... so weird... then i bought some tibits home lo... tats it.. feel so happy.. cos tml no sch!!! can slp late late.. and i chat with zi yong till 1am.. haha... duno y gt so many things to say also.. hehe...

SAT(3/6)
haha.. todae went to ktv with hong and bro... wah.. so "song"!!! haha.. cos can sing alot!! anyway.. after singing.. went to cwp to walk walk AGAIN... haha... i bought a vcd.. eh.. "catch that kid" seems nice.. cos i like tis kind of movie one.. hehe... then we go buy kfc home.. for dinner lo... haha.... and we went to cold storage to buy drinks.. eh.. after paying hor... we all forget to take the things leh.. haha.. we onli realise it when we were just outside cwp.. feel so stupid.. and we had to go back there to take it.. hehe... so embarassed.. hehe... eh.. think tats it...

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