Tuesday, August 30, 2005
eh.. so many days din update le.. cos i m busy.. hha.. and lazy.. anyway.. think now no ppl see my blog le.. but nvm.. tis is just a place for mi to "fa fa lao sao" hehe...
hmm.. actually wanna study ytd.. in the end.. i din.. now also.. haha.. wanna blog first.. then study... cham le lo.. anyway.. i tok about sch first.. hmm.. tat ecd report... sian diao.. i fought with teresa about it.. then now.. i m through with her.. she so the wad lo... then after the ecd presentation she told the tutor she wanna work alone.. after we go out of the classroom... sian diao.. she suppose to do the financial plan lo.. and she din do well.. then she think she is not in the wrong.. and argue with mi.. but hor... when teacher ask who do the financial plan.. she dun dare to say its her... COWARD.... =p anyway.. she so funny.. if she work alone.. she still must present the financial plan lo.. but when she grp with us.. she say she duno how to do.. tats funny... so i say her din put enough effort.. not duno how to do... wahhaa... tats wad she always tell us when we say we duno... =p btw.. i just wanna her to apologised to mi lo... but she wont.. so i wont forgive her.. until she apologise to mi.. hmm.. anyway... we redo the financial plan.. and hand in on fri.. but tat damn tutor say not gd... then fail fail fail.. i listen till sian diao.. he ask rena to call mi.. then he like scolding mi lo... and ask us to redo everything and hand in on mon...
hmm... my ah gong is hospitalized again.. now reali is cancer sia.. damn... bone marrow cancer... i hope he will be heal soon.. if not.. i reli gona cry.. though i m not really close to him.. he speak hokkien lo.. but i dun.. i onli know a little nia.. so its quite diff to listen and communicate with him.. hmm.. tat fri.. suppose to go see ah gong... anwyay.. i always go acc papa to see ah gong.. hmm.. ya fri... tat damn ecd teacher call.. say redo.. so fri i din go.. and i was rushing through tat damn project.. hmm.. then on sun.. my fourth aunt say to mi," ger ah... u finish ur project already??" and i was like ya.. i finish... of cos.. if not i wont be at my ah ma hse rite?? but i din say la.. i onli say ya... hmm.. she sounds like i lied so that i can dun go see ah gong lo.. hmm.. i was abit piss off.. but hor.. since she is my aunt.. i wont tok back... so i wont be disrespectful.. oh.. anyway.. ytd when to see ah gong... i almost everyday go see him.. hmm.. he look abit better.. but hor.. still beri think.. papa told mi he is onli 37kg sia... so shock... but hor.. he is getting abit fatter la.. abit nia.. oh... he is not in the incubation room..(duno i spell correctly anot) yup.. we had to wear mask b4 going in lo.. anwyay.. though i dun reli unedrstand wad ah gong say.. i reli enjoy seeing him.. and the time i spend with him.. hehe.. hmm.. think ah ma is abit jealous.. cos all of us keep goin to see him.. anyway.. tats y on sun.. wei ask mi to acc them go see ah gong.. but i dun go.. cos wanna stay at ah ma hse ma.. acc ah ma.. and ah ma hse is like quite deserted lo.. cos they are all at hospital there..
oh.. anyway.. i m quite stress la... mayb i think.. i dun think my life is going beri smoothly.. and i cant make it smooth.. hmm.. i remmeber papa told mi when we are on the way to see ah gong.. he say he dun understand y i study business.. and he think business dun suit mi.. cos i m not open enough for it.. eh.. i admit.. but i cant change lo.. duno y also.. haiz... i think i m a useless person... i hope i just perish.. into the thin air.. anyway.. if i do.. nobody will notice it also.. i dun wanna comit sucide cos its reli painful and scary... and mayb i will go to 18th level hell if i do it.. arrr.... sian diao...
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Monday, August 15, 2005
i just read jas blog.. hmm.. think we are.. or mayb i m.. getting further and further away from her.. dun reali understand her.. about wad she does.. or even her friends.. so wad can i say?? mayb form a best friend i drop to a friend.. not even a good friend ba.. hmm.. she's been going to clubbing, smoking, drinking.. which i dun do.. mayb drink la.. but i dun drink much too.. haizz.. i tried of it... tired.. too tired to do anything.. i just wanna time to turn back...
its been almost a week already.. tat i haven blog.. gona be a busy week tis week.. haha... like real.. hmm.. gona have presentation on wed and thur.. i goin to start studying next week le.. scare liao.. haha.. cos my results not reli gd.. eh... duno lei.. oh.. still gt ECD de report to do.. and i nid to do my presentation for thur thingy.. wah.. so much.. like hell to be man...
oh ya.. so happy.. can finally change phone le... change to a phone where i can use infrared hmm.. duno can infra photos anot.. abit scare.. cos like no blue tooth lei.. funny.. how can a phone now have no blue tooth?? haha.. show u my new gona be phone
haha.. i prefer black.. wad u all think?? black is nicer hor.. think gona get it this week le.. heeeeee
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Tuesday, August 09, 2005
hmm.. todae is national day.. and here i m... sitting down here.. facing my com.. and haveing a national day celebration with it... i m just so pathetic... i m a loney and pathetic person.. imagine couples.. spending their day together.. haha... anyway.. something make it feel worst.. i have CMA test tml... damn sian.. cos i duno wad chaps to study... and i was feeling not gd todae.. duno y also.. haha...
hmm.. went to see ah gong ytd le.. eh.. he seems quite well la.. but hor.. he is beri thin lei.. though he is always so thin la.. but i see le.. like quite sad de.. haiyoyo... papa say ah gong is happy to stay there.. cos gt alot of ppl go see him ma... as every sun we always go ah ma hse.. and din go see him.. hmm.. hope he is happy.. then he wont get any illness... anyway.. after tat.. we drove past balestier road.. then saw one shop.. like not bad.. so we went to eat there lo.. haha.. 2 person onli.. and the food like so much.. so full sia.. after tat.. rush home.. haha.. i get to watch my tv!! Style.. hehe..
haizz.. feel like dying le.. lazy to study too.. haha.. no way.. gona study later. later lo.... at nite.. now still early.. i dun care.. =p
oh ya.. remember le.. i go this fashion alone ytd.. haha.. cos jh go watch movie with Ch.. then if acc mi go then cannot make it le.. then hor.. cos jh insist on acc mi go.. so i say i dun go lo.. dun go this fashion le.. hmm.. but in the end while i was waiting for bus.. 170 came first.. haha.. so i took it and stop at karanji.. hehe.. tats y i was go shopping myself lo.. in the end.. the clothes there.. haizz... i bought one formal skirt lo.. then the other skirts there.. hmm.. nice.. but too short for mi.. though its quite cheap.. so i bought one jean skirt lo.. haha.. hmm.. the jean skirts there not reli nice.. lucky i found one.. not bad de.. haha.. i think so la.. shopping alone is quite fun.. but hor.. u will feel abit lonely.. cos u cant get any comments from ur friends.. and i feel quite helpless cos i cant find any formal pants and duno wad to do.. hmm... tats it..
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Saturday, August 06, 2005
eh.. another week has passed... hmm... i m still lazy to update my blog everyday.. anyway... just came by princess diaries 2.. then remember gt one song i reli like.. This is my time by raven symone... haha.. she was in tat movie too... eh.. her voice not bad la.. tat song nice too.. recommend it.. hehe...
oh ya.. sad news... haizz.. thurs jh they all anyway.. onli jh and hans la.. come my hse do project ma.. fiona busy.. then hor.. papa call home... say ah gong go hospital lo.. i tot its onli a small prob.. cos they always say ah gong wanna attention.. then always like to go hospital.. hmm.. so when hans them ask.. i say mayb onli small illness.. but then.. just now papa say ah gong might have cancer.. the probability is quite big... omg.. cancer!!! hmm.. cant blive it.. cos ppl around mi haven gt cancer.. eh.. mayb gt.. my third aunt.. gt breast cancer.. but not big deal.. cos now ok le.. she just go for a small operation then ok le.. hmm.. anyway.. hope its not cancer.. ya...
hmm... wed.. think so.. gt hrm tutorial.. eh.. hrm project due on fri.. then teresa was not happy with wad mi and hans send her.. so i was arguing with her during class.. then teacher heard us.. eh.. should be ba.. so obvious.. haha.. cos i was loud and our class doesnt have too many ppl.. hmm.. so after lesson teacher tok to our grp.. then we voice out our probs lo.. and teresa say she wanna work alone on it.. hmm.. so i said i dun mind.. and wont force her to be with us.. ai ya. said alot of things.. said till i wanna cry le.. and teresa also.. hmm.. so in the end... teacher let her lo.. and ask us dun bear grudges.. hmm.. how can tat be?? haha.. funny lo... anyway.. teacher din help much.. onli made us voice out the probs nia.. then.. she cant she anything to help us also.. haha.. too bad...
eh.. like i said.. thurs hans and jh come my hse do project.. cos hans com... spoiled AGAIN.... haiyoyo... eh.. they came in the afternoon lo.. then we start doing.. hmm.. do till 7 something sia.. haha.. not bad.. we finish it by one day... haha.. so siao.. mayb cos we just type from our finding nia.. nth much also.. haha... just busying rephrase... hmnm...
todae bro came back... from his field camp lo.. so late then reach home.. haha.. i tot he go geylang.. haha.. cos u know.. most army guys always go there... so funny.... hmm... guys are such bastards... haha.. din meant to scold them... think they are like animals... haha.. cos they cant control themselves.. then u know.. like animals.. haha.. can have sex in the public.. tats y they are call "chu sheng" haha.. think it is BASTARDS in eng la... understand??
oh ya.. gona add one counter to my blog.. hehe.. so i can see how many ppl see my blog.. anyway.. shld be damn little ppl lo.. but its fun.. hehe.. mayb 10 years later my blog finally gt 100 ppl viewed... haha...
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