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Lost In Beauty-
Thursday, June 29, 2006
ok.. i fall sick le.. think is due to the lack of sleep lo.. i slp at 3am ytd.. then wake up at 7am.. so altogtehr.. i slept for onli 4 hrs... and think its too heaty for mi le la... then i wanna slp at 12 or 1 ytd.. but in the end.. i cannot take it la.. throat started to be abit itchy.. then keep sneezing... non stop.. so i go and have a early slp.. but hor.. when i was sleeping. my throat is getting worst... made mi slp so uncomfortable.. then todae.. reli sick le.. cold... sore throat and running nose.. duno have fever anot.. haha... so sickening now.. tml must meet zuan for movie and go to chalet also.. haha.. hope i get better... i was hungry just now.. cos i eat porridge for my lunch.. but i gt nth to eat at home.. so i eat the vegetable crackers.. i know its not gd for mi.. but i m too hungry le la.. so i dun care. and now.. i had to drink lots of water.. dun feel like toking also.. haha.. cos just now jia hi call mi... then i dun feel like toking to her on phone also.. cos throat not feeling well.. but she seems so enthu.. haha.. wanna tok to mi... but i cut off her la.. cos reli cannot tok le... =P so sry.... actually wanna have a nap just now.. after i decide to eat panadol.. but hor.. i just found out that my hse dun have panadol.. omg omg.. lol.. oh ya.. tze chi sick also lei... haha.. we both sick le.. haha... then hor.. her hse also no panadol.. haha.. so funny.. we both are in the same frequency now!!! lol... ok.. hope tml my throat is better.. then i can be crazy and party around!!!
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Wednesday, June 28, 2006
hmm... i am so tire right now... haha.. because i slept at 3am yeterday.. or i can say.. today morning.. haha.. wake up at 7am today... i feel like slacking off.. and continue my sleep.. haha.. but too bad, had to force myself to wake up as i had 2 presentation today.
okay.. anyway, had IR(industrial relation) presentation first, me, jia hui, tze chi and jin hui present together.. haha.. i am abit nervous, but.. thanks to tze chi ar.. she is very stress ba.. because she had to stay up later than us.. and she has been doing those 2 powerpoint slides. haizz... you are such a hardworking person.. haha.. tats what i can say about her.. haha.. anyway.. i screwed up.. thats what i think la.. haha.. because i have been really nervous.. haha... my face was real hot after the presentation haha.. and i say "shit" lei.. during the presentation.. and i alone present the powerpoint slides.. and i think.. they heard me too.. haha... so embarrassed.. haizz.... tire.....
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006
omg omg... i know i have been lossing my appetite these days le... show u all the culprit.. TAdaaaaaa... itssss STRESS.. haha... i always thought i gt no stress... but now.. then i realise i do have... hmm... u know wad... becos i just finish dinner.. then when i start thinking of IB case study.... i feel like vomiting again.. sian diao.. tats y todae i no appetite to eat lunch also.. and ytd.. and.. the whole week!!! my god... been losing 1.5kg lei.. haizz.... hope its gona end quickly... pls pls pls...
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Monday, June 26, 2006
hohoho.. mi.. now is like taking a break.. lol.. anyway.. IB is real hard.. cos tis case study super sian.. ok.. today.. i will hvae a topic.. let mi tok about LIARS.. ok... i reli hate liars.. y lei.. cos... i reli trust ppl.. so i hvae hope for them.. so no matters what ppl tell mi about them.. i will still blive them.. i duno y also.. cos i dun wanna be suspicious... so i learn to trust.. but do u know.. the feelings when someone betray ur trust?? though it mayb a small thing.. but u still feel disappointed.. no matter wad... rite?? to mi la.. no matter is it a big lie or a small lie.. or even a white lie... i cant take it.. cos i trust my friends.. and i hope they dun lie... if not.. i reli be disappointed.. haha... k then.. topic is off.. end of Shi Ni's lecture... see ya next time.. cos i hvae to do my project...
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
hohoho.. ok.. todae i saw my little cousin le.. haha.. she seems abit slim down la.. haha... scary.. anyway.. todae she cry alot lei.. abit abit then cry le.. so sad... then hor.. she cannot stop it lei.. todae.. i think she cry about 5 times le.. anything tat dun go the way.. she will cry de.. haha... but hor... she is cute la.. haha.. hope she dun cry so much.. then can le..
ok.. todae.. when i reach ah ma hse.. the first thing i do.. haha.. u guess.. of cos.. i weight myself.. hohoho.. i loss weight lei.. rlei loss.. lol.. loss 1.5kg... haha.. now is.. cannot tell u all my weight.. haha... ok... lazy to do the IB case study.. cos the case study is damn long... but hor.. i of cos will do.. haha.. =P
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
ok siao le... i duno y... i reli did update.. but its not there.. ok.. so... on sat... i was slacking the whole day... then hor.. went to NTUC at the evening.. hehehe... then bought some tibits!!! hehehe.. yum yum.. eat it at nite.. cos i treat it as supper.. hahaha... ok.. then hor.. head a news from my papa... my cousin... wanna go on diet!! and she is onli 2 yrs old.. omg omg.. at tis age.. how cna she think of tis things?? funny ar.. haha... ok... tats it.
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Friday, June 23, 2006
ok... just came back home.. i update about ytd events first.. hehe.. oh ya.. does my life stories sounds interesting?? i ask my friend once about his life story, but he say he duno lei.. so i told him.. every sec of wad is happening in ur life.. is a life story.. so guys... no matter wad u do every day.. it may seems boring to u.. but it might be interesting for others.
ok.. ytd... i slack at home whole day la.. chating online again.. haha.. was suppose to meet jia hui at 4 lo.. but hor.. lazy la.. to go out.. so i push it back.. lol. meet her at 5.20 instead.. hehe.. we went to orchard lo.. but hc and jas haven reach yet.. so mi and jh go body shop.. and finally bought her her present.. 20 days late.. lol.. so sry ar... anyway.. then we go back to orcahrd mrt stationg and meet hc lo.. then walk to far east.. and wait for jasmine.. haha... in the end.. we duno where to eat dinner lei.. then jasmine was bring us walking to and fro lo.. haiyoyo.. haha... and we end up going to NYDC at wheelocks place.. hope i spell correct.. anyway.. u all understand can le.. hmm.. NYDC is quite full there had to queue there.. 8 something then we get to eat our dinner.. haha... ooo... order bake rice.. yummy... but hor.. i eat till goin to finish.. and i gt stomachache.. haizzz... after tat.. we walk walk.. from there.. walk to somerset mrt station and go home lo.. stomachache gotten worst in the train.. haizz.... so i reach home at 10 something.. hehe... quite early la.. and there i goes again.. chat till 3 something then slp.. mayb 4.. not sure also...
ok todae... wake up at 1 somthing lo.. then online.. then paul faster msg mi ask mi get rdy to go geylang.. haizz.. cos tat time.. i pester them to bring mi to geylang ma.. walk walk.. but they dun wan.. so paul promise mi ytd.. bring mi to geylang.. haha.. eat tao huey!!! hehehe..... yum yum... nice lo.. but hor.. b4 tat.. we go eat the beef hor fun.. but pls lo.. i dun eat beef.. cos i m a DEVOTED buddhist... haha.. i eat fish la.. but din finish at all.. not not nice la.. but not hungry.. haha.. then we go walk walk lo... walk until 5 ba.. then eat my tao huey!!! heheheh... bought some back for papa and mama lo.. hehe... put in the fridge... hehe.. cold... nice nice.. later tats my supper!!! ok.. tats it.. haha.... later goin to eat my cold tao huey!!!
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006
so tire.. anyway.. todae sure nth to blog de.. so i blog about ytd.. hmm... oh ya.. i wake up at 10.30 ytd.. thouugh i slp at 4.. haha... cos i force dennis to chat with mi till 4 ma.. then paul also acc mi chat till 4.. hmm.. meet jia hui lo.. at admiratly.. and we go far east to meet jin hui and paul.. dennis coming to meet us later la... then jin hui late abit la.. paul late even more.. lol.. eating lunch at long john silver.. then after tat we went to cineleisure... to watch silent hill.. hehehe.. ok la.. NOT scary de.. lol.. abit la.. lucky gt dennis to tell mi when the monster coming out and wads happening.. haha... if not i surely run out of the theatre.. lol.. anyway.. dennis left half way to meet his gf.. wah.. made mi so scare.. cos no ppl sit beside mi... then jin hui keep leaning over to jia hui... haizz..... oh.. after the movie.. jia hui and jin hui had to go ma.. so left onli mi and paul to wait for dennis lo.. then we go chinatown eat porridge.. not bad lei.. but i din finish it la.. cos its quite alot lo.. then we just took a bus back.. to.. duno where.. haha.. think its near city hall mrt station la.. and we walk walk around.. they bring mi to Funan IT Mall... then i bought my SD card lo.. and we walk to esplanade and slack and tok there.. oh ya.. i met zuan there at esplanade... hehe.. oh ya.. iwe both were msging tat nite.. and we both realise tat we both all gt go watch movie.. at its at orchard.. haha... anyway.. we gt a promise to watch movie together.. hehehe... oh ya mi dennis and pual leave esplanade at 9 something.. mi and paul go home... dennis go wait for his gf.. then mi and paul take train home lo... wah.. leg pain lei.. eee... dun wanna wear tat shoe le.. so painful.. haizz...
haha... i just saw my reflection at the mirror when i go wash my face.. wow.. i think i slim down le lo.. so i ask my papa... cos he say my face quite fat.. lol... then he agree with mi also.. haha.. he say cos i everynite slp late ma.. then he say i look pale.. unhealthy.. haha... oh god... think i shld eat more healthy stuffs le.. lol.. but hor.. no healthy food for mi to eat at home.... pls i also no mood to eat.. haha.. cos by the time i wake up.. already late afternoon lo.. so i dun feel hungry.. haha.. wow.. think sun i go weight myself.. then see how much i weight.. hehehe...
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Monday, June 19, 2006
ok.. make a new buddy from the China trip.. let mi introduce him... Tadaaaaaaa.. PAUL.. lol.. chat with him till morning everytime.. haha.. then jas say i fall for him ar.. or he is my bf... no way man.. i also feel funny.. cos he makes mi feel comfortable.. nice to chat with la... tats y.. i like chating with him... but hor... i dun like him... as in the BGR feeling kind... he is my buddy.. haha... tats how i feel.. first time lei.. i dun have feelings for a guy then can tok alot with... lol..
ok... time flies real fast.. cos hor.. i slp late.. and wake up late.. lol.. anyway.. we gona have a chalet!!! yooohoooo.... been looking forward.. haha.. like going to china again.. hehe.. oh ya.. jas.. when u come back from hongkong.. mayb you will be like us le.. haha... cos... its reli fun.. lol... u will get to understand the feelings when u come back from hongkong...
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
Yoz... back from china.. haha.. was going to update the blog ytd.. but duno wad i press.. then window close lo.. sian diao.. cos i spend so much time.. then its gone.. and i have to type again.. so i do it todae.. if it happen again.. i gona curse tis com.. haha
Day 0:
ok.. i when to ah ma hse on sun... then slack there the whole day lo.. haha.. then nite.. papa send mi to the airport.. then drop mi down there then went off le.. hmm.. so i was siting down there alone at terminal 1 and waiting for jh and i saw tze chi lo... and i saw she gt a blazer with her!! then i was like omg!! i forget about the blazer.. haizz.. so i faster call papa.. and he was shouting at mi lo.. or i say.. his voice is loud la.. haizz.. i almost wanna cry.... anyway.. gt my blazer also.. and the plane was delayed lo.. and it delayed twice lei.. actually going to fly at 12.55 am.. and it change to 2.30am lo.. sian diao!!!!! hmm.. ok anyway.. we rest and Mac lo.. wait till its 2 lei.. then go there... flying was scary la.. but abit fun.. haha.. cos i like the feeling when u fly up.. cool...... haha.. the pressure is ok also.. but i din get to sit beside jh lo.. sob* sob*
Day 1:
reach there about 7 something to 8 lo... then went to eat breakfast straight away.. anyway.. gt one person join our trip.. its mei xiang bf.. cos mei xiang is form china ma.. then she gt a bf there.. and he join us throughout the trip lo.. so funny... ok.. the breakfast was er.... ok la.. haha.. cos i din eat much also.. and the resturant smells lo.. haha.. then we went to the industrial visits... then back to su zhou hotel.. haha.. we onli have half hr to bath nia.. then go eat dinner... hmm... then after tat was SHOPPING!!! yooohooooooo... ok la.. the shopping center there hor.. sells onli branded staffs.. and its super ex!!! cant stand it.. so we all went out of the shooping center and walk outside lo.. look around.. and i bought one mickey mouse bag there.. super cheap.. haha.. onli about $15 onli lo.. haha.. then we took a cab back to hotel.. hmm.. oh ya.. dennis and tim change room with fatin them.. haha.. eh... its another way round.. cos they wanna discuss the project ma.. ok.. so dennis and tim went to our room.. and we watch the soccer!!! yooowhoo.. World Cup.. haha.. we watch one match onli.. finish at 2am.. then we slp le lo...
Day 2:
ok.. dead tire lo.. went down for breakfast at the hotel.. but not nice.. anyway.. check out from the hotel then went to yi wu.. cos the other industries is there.. hmm.. slp throughout the journey.. haha.. and hor.. visit the one industry then went to eat lunch then another industries... hmm.. think after that we went to xi hu la... wah.. nice lo.. the lake is so big... and beautiful.. haha.. then after that we went to the long jin tea plantation.. cool... cos the whole lots of hills are the plantation... hehe.. then saw alot of things la.. the guy there hor.. who introduce and teach us about the tea are cute lo.. haha.. cos he smile is cute.. haha.. went back to the hotel at yi wu lo.. then hor.. the luggage was deliver so late.. so mi, jh, tze chi, jin hui, dennis, tim, paul, and kc when out lo.. to look for supermarket.. haha.. walk for some distant then we saw the supermarket.. then paul bought some beers lo.. and we bought some tibits and KFC back to the hotel to eat.. haha.. when to paul's room lo.. to play... then until duno wad time.. then becky and shu min them all came here.. so i feel crowded.. then mi and jh went back to our room.. then dennis join us.. later is paul.. then we play cards and ton.. haha.. then jin hui and tze chi came.. and tim.. haha.. and we play cards lo.. then they feel that the room is stuffy.. so we went to tim and dennis room.. haha.. play cards there.. and say ghost stories and chit chat till 5 lo.. then jin hui and tze chi went back to their room and slp.. and the rest slp in their room.. haha...
Day 3:
gt a wake up call.. we faster rush back to our room and prepare again.. haha... have breakfast lo.. then we went to the commodities market... bought 2 bags there.. haha.. one for mama.. and one for myself.. hee.. then also bought 2 belts lo.. but must punch hole.. haizz.. then we went to the industries visit in the afternoon after lunch.. and we head back to su zhou again.... then we go eat dinner lo... and went back to the same hotel we had in the first day.. haha... went out to shop again.. after we bath.. haha.. and i bought one puma bag. hehe... cheap cheap... haha.. cool lo.. haha.. then paul bought tons of beer.. haha... and we went to our room and drink.. then they shift to tze chi room.. but mi jh tim and dennis din move over la.. cos so crowded.. haha... then we just sit there watch soccer until 5.. haha.. i felt aslp at 4 somthing le.. haha...
day 4:
ok.. wake up suddenly.. haha.. cos gt a morning call lo.. then prepare my things.. hmm... went to the silk market.. ok.. then hor.. went to eat lunch there also.. and we rush to the airport le.. bought all my tibits there.. for my relatives de.. hmm... then the plane was delayed again lo.. but lucky awhile onli.. haha... haizz.. mi jh tim and dennis all sit far from the class lo.. sian diao.. and we all sit alone.. the journey was damn sian.. haizz.. been counting down.. haha.. so we reach singapore at 10pm.. hehe.. tats all folks.. lazy to be in detailed...
ok... then fri.. we meet tim dennis tze chi paul and jin hui lo.. to return the blazer together.. haha.. then we went to orchard to walk walk... but dennis leave us.. and meet his friends... then we went to watch movie Almost Love.. hee.. but tze chi have to leave half way.. cos she nid to go for family gathering.. haa.. we all went home after the movie lo.. and then.. at nite.. i chat with jh, jin hui, tze chui and paul.. then i chat with paul and jin hui till 4am then slp... haha... then wake up at 2 pm today.. haha... was shock.. cos its the first time i wake up so late.. hee.... ok.. anyway.. todae went to grandparents house.. cos its Fathers' day tml.. hehe... tats it.. byebye
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
omg... going to china soon le.. today.. so scare.. my first time boarding an aeroplane.. haha... scary sia.... anyway... ytd din date.. cos... duno y.. just forgotten to update.. hee...
oh ya.. last time.. think i duno press wad button.. then my toolbars all these disappear le.. then i was worried lo.. ask everyone.. all duno wad happen.. then my papa say he also gt tis kind of experience.. then tat time he ask my brother to solve it.. so i msg my bro lo.. and he called back from aust to solve my prob.. haha.. anyway.. he told mi my internet explorer is in fullscreen mode.. but hor.. he duno how to put it back.. so he say he will ask his friends then tell mi soon..
and so... its been days la.. he din called back.. and i been suffering.. haha.. cos there is no address bar ma.. so troublesome for mi... then hor.. todae i die die also wanna solve tis prob.. cos i gt one website i saved that i need to go today.. so i go internet search for my internet fullscreen prob.. and i found it!!! omg!! just need to press F11 onli.. Chey..... press F11 to change it to full screen mode... haha... phew.. -.-"
oh ya.. been back four days later le.. will update wad happen there... hee...
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Friday, June 09, 2006
ok.. i cant stop eating.. when i m at home.. i will feel bored ma.. then while i watch tv.. i will eat tibits.. haizz... i eat 4 packets of mamee todae lei.. siao le... ai yo.. i loss weight le.. think going to gain again.. haizz.. i study.. sure lose weight.. haha.. but i dun like to study lei.. i prefer to have holiday.. but hope i dun gain weight la... i gt nothing to do at home.. i will feel hungry easily.. haizz..
oh ya.. anyway.. ytd.. i was forcing myself to wear the new shoe lo... so i wear it at orchard when we inish eating dinner and until i reach home lo... siao le.. reli toe nails le.. i was thinking of.. omg.. its reli painful lo.. but i dun think it will bleed.. but hor.. when i was going to slp.. i feel something funny with my leg.. then i see hor.. haizz.. i reli wounded my own leg.. with my own toe nails!!!! hope it recover soon.. haha... dun wanna hurt my leg again... haha.. hope i wont injured my leg at china.. hee... oh ya.. haven pack bag yet... papa asking mi to pack le.. haha.. but i feel very relax now... like its not in a hurry to pack lo.. hee...
updating at 8.05pm
hmm.. i made my mama angry again.. haha.. cos she is reli irritating mi... hmm.. i was watching tv lo.. i was watching Rhapsody in Blue ma... then she was sitting beside mi lo.. then she keep saying things about the drama.. like when the dress was cut into 2 pieces she was saying "that girl was crazy" and many more lo.. she was sitting there for about like 10 mins.. and keep commenting on the show.. then i was irritated.. so i say she beri fan lo.. watch tv also so many things to say.. no need to be so realistic rite?? then she angry le.. so tat if she marry other ppl better.. eh.. say tat if my mum was my cousin mum then more worst.. i cant even talk about if its was my cousin mum.. she say until like my cousin mum was so superior lo.. she say if its not true can ask my cousin.. haha.. i was like beri funny.. as if my cousin din talk back to her mum.. and pls lo.. its more worst than wad i do to u ok?? then she keep saying alot of things la.. like tml lunch i settle myself.. haha.. as if i din settle myself b4.. pls lo... so fed up with her.. anyway.. she was crying... and tats make mi abit guilty la.. but hor.. if she was my aunt rite (my cousin's mum) she wont even cry lo.. oh pls.....
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
so tire now.. just came back from orchard.. been shopping there since about 1.30pm todae... so tire.. anyway... i bought one belt, one necklace, and two pairs of shoes todae... So happy and sad at the same time.. haha.. i bought one shoe at metro also ma.. i bought size 38.. but now.. its too big for mi le.. so sad... then now duno how le la... i altogether bought 3 pairs of shoes tis week lei.. cos mi $70 altogether.. sian diao.. no money le.. so sad.. sob* sob*... but compare to the shoes i bought at metro.. i like the ones that i buy at orchard.. haha.. thought its more expensive.. oh ya.. i bought one pair cos i like it.. and i bought the other pair cos i need it for the china trip.. hmm.. then jia hui say we must wear first.. so to make it more expand and we will feel more comfortable when we wear it in china.. but hor.. so painful lei... then the shop auntie say cos we walk too much le.. then leg expand.. plus hor.. i din cut my toe nails lo.. then its very long.. and its hurting my feet, cos its a cover shoe and its tight.. so when i reach home.. i cut my nails straight away.. oh ya... i should say i spend $40 on the shoes nia.. cos mama gona give mi $30 to buy the shoe for the china trip... hee hee... oh so tire le.. wanna go rest... Cheers....
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006
Yooooooohooooo.... so happy now.. feel so relax le.. wahhaha.. cos no paper le.. can relax.. now must prepare for the china trip le.. hehe.. anyway.. after that mi and jh went to watch Shes the Man.. wow.. wei introduce mi to the movie de.. cos he say his friends say its quite funny.. hmm.. really lei.. i recommend it.. wow.. cos its really beri funny.. laugh until cannot stop.. hehe.. think if the vcd come out.. i will buy it.. wanna go watch again!!! hmm.. think tats it le.. =)
The story guidelines:
When a teenage girl, Viola, discovers that her soccer team has been cut from her school, she disguises herself as her twin brother and takes his place at his new boarding school for two weeks. Comedy ensues when she falls in love with her new roommate, Duke, and finds herself the object of affection of the beautiful Olivia, the girl whom Duke loves. Things get even more complicated when her twin brother, Sebastian, finally turns up.
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Tuesday, June 06, 2006
wah.. tml is last paper le.. but hor.. now is 3.06pm le.. but i haven start studying.. haha.. i m such a slacker.. hee.. today is compensation management paper.. did i mention it??? hee.. anyway.. quite ok la.. can pass!!! hehehe... then after that went to take the blazer for the china trip... hehee.. then i go karanji This Fashion to buy the white long sleeve shirt that is require to wear with the blazer lo.. This Fashion one is cheaper ma.. hehe.. $24 onli!!! then i bought one skirt also... $19.. wah.. so happy!!! then mi and jh go cwp and eat at Pizza Hut.. yummy.. too bad i cant finish my baked pasta.. oh.. then go walk walk lo.. cos wanna find a toiletries bag.. but hor.. cant find.. in the end go look for cock shoes (eh... did i spell correct??) haha.. but also cant find... but i bought one pair of shoe.. hehe.. $19.. haizz.. spend alot.. actually wanna buy the cd-r de... $30 for 100 disc.. so cheap!!!! wah.. too bad.. cannot spend more money le.. think when get back from china then buy lo.. haizz... broke le.. now can use atm card le.. then i din save money.. keep using the card... so sian diao.. cant stop myself... haizzz... i m a shopaholic.. haha..
my blazer.. nice??
time: 7.27pm
omg!!! my com siao lei.. or i say internet explorer.. hmm.. just now suddenly dont have the toolbars le.. all buttons gone.. cant even see the web page address lei.. how ar?? i also duno.. think i will send to mel ba... but hor... going holiday le lei.. wth... think sch reopen then i send it in lo.. which will be like 3 weeks later.. can i bear with it?? well... its a mystery..
My fav pic...
i like tis one too!!!
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Monday, June 05, 2006
haha... was studying.. but i slack again.. cos compensation management seems like a easy one.. anyway.. it was easier.. compare to tat idiot HRMS module.. Hee... anyway.. when i was studying.. i always have fantasies about being a Hogwarts students.. hee.. so i will get to know harry potter!! haha.. anyway.. cos their lessons were more interesing than us... so nice if i can study spells, potions.. wahhhh.....
ok.. anyway.. going to chian soon.. yet haven pack bag.. cos i duno wad to pack.. eh lets see
My Checklist:
toiletries
Camera
Mp3!!!
Tibits
3 sets of clothes
eh... is tat all?? i cant think of any le... so funny.. like so little things... ok forget it.. i will stop thinking.. hee..
hmm.. back to my own old problems.. haizz.. sometimes i really feel alone.. like no friends.. from a gang of 6 to 5 then to 4 then now onli 3... tats funny... i feel so sian... anyway.. i dun think i blame them la.. cos i think its my fault.. how to say lei?? hmm.. i think its becos i m lazy to contact them la... then also din try to jio them out constantly... so.. haizz... anyway.. i wonder wad kind of friend i m to them... cos.. i duno lei.. i dun think i try hard.. give alot.. and i think i expect alot back.. so.. mayb i onli know how to talk big.. but duno how to act.. haizz... cant really stop thinking about yao feng, hui chun and kai xin... are we really best friends to them?? or its onli the surface of wad people os seeing and put us together us best friends.. sometimes i dun get it.. dun understand wad is the meaning of best friends.. i dun understand them.. and i dun think they understand mi either.. so.. hmm.. but if we are best friends.. i dun see y they are like being so tire to be with us... hmm.... i think its harder to maintain a friendship than a relationship..
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Sunday, June 04, 2006
Sian... i was like studying so hard.. trying to memorise everything in my mind lo... but.. but... y didnt it came out during the exam?? haizz... if i know it wont come out.. i wont try to memorise all those steps le.. waste my time and my brain memory...
anyway.. after the paper, had to go for the breifing for the china trip... wah.. going to china next sun le... hmm... actually i was abit excited la.. cos its my first time on the plane anyway... my bro hor.. keep telling mi scary stories.. you will feel pain in your ears when the plane land, or it will bleed.. -.-" omg!! so scary... haizz... anyway.. jh say she will help mi la.. or be there for mi.. haha... oh ya.. i same room with her in china.. haha... think they allocate our room according to friends ba.. cos they see mi and jh good friends so out us together.. hee... sian.. had to go buy shoes and white long sleeve shirt for the china trip.. ai ya.. like waste of money..
bro called back from aust ytd.. but i din get to talk to him.. haizz.. cos mama was the one who pick up the phone.. then talk talk talk.. then pass it to papa.. then papa say "ok la.. bye bye" and din pass it to mi.. -.-" wey wey wey.. how can like tat... haizz.. anyway.. nvm la.. he onli been gone for like erm.... 4 days... hee.. gt other chance to chat with him....
haizz... todae.. i say one guy message mi in friendster.. he ask mi wad i gona do in the future after i graduate.. haizz.. never think of it lei... duno wad i wanna do... erm... but i was thinking of being a tour guide.. but need to study the languages and history lei... eh... duno la.. i dun like things to be too troublesome.. but my collegues told mi to try things when you are young then after you try everything.. then can go to work for government.. haizz... anyway... still gt a long way to go...
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Friday, June 02, 2006
Can anyone tell mi y HR is so diff????? y must memorise so many things de.... sian diao.. how can they memorise everything?? wow... they are reli genius sia.. my brain is max le.. cannot store any more things inside... how how??? die le la... i duno how le lei.... y choose to study hr huh??? lucky i onli study for one sem.. next sem study toursim.. cos hr is reli dry dry DRY!!!!!! nth to update.. anyway.. so shock lei.. haven buy present for jh.. her birthday was on wed... over le.. then jasmine din go buy her present.. she beri funny lo.. even though she take train home.. she can stop at woodlands de rite?? but she say like its not on her way... cannot stop at cwp to buy the present... i not free ma.. cos tue i gt hr congress.. but anyway... even if i go buy... i also cannot give her wad.. cos i din g o sch on wed... but she gt ma.. so it depends on her ma... then she say i din say properly... haizz...... common sense.. is my last words...
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Thursday, June 01, 2006
hmm... i think alot of ppl always see things on the surface.. as a matter of fact.. anyone pretty.. they just approach.. haizz... y lei??? i feel so sad... once i change my friendster pic.. suddenly alot of ppl msg mi.. sian diao.. anyway... i dun care le la... oh ya.. todae so sian... actually wanna start study.. but hor... i din.. haha.. now still haven finish one lecture lei.. OMG!!!! anyway.. gt christian knock on my door todae.. duno y.. tok to mi about problems.. haha.. like erm.. SARS, 911 blah blah blah.. anwyay.. i gt my own probs to solve.. no time to solve the world probs.. haizz... study study study.. so sian... hope i din offence anyone...
oh ya.. my china trip so ex sia... $920 lei.. omg.... teacher say it will be eight hundred something.. but now is 920... sian sian sian.. -.-"
the beauty exposed ;