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Saturday, April 28, 2007

Hey yo!

haha.. bro came back on tue... din sleep on mon nite... why?? not that i am too excited la... haha.. just that i used my com till about 2 plus... then i tot of waking up at 5 plus... meaning i can only sleep about 3 hrs... so why sleep.. haha.. in the end... i din sleep at all!! went to fetch him and slack at home whole day... meaning sleep... haha..

wed we went out la... go SSDC for booking of final theory as SCHOOL student.. -.-" went to acc him to UOB to open up a new account then we head to SSDC... anyway... the person say i din pass my basic... was damn shock.. cos i actually passed it wad... i din bring my results slip... forget to... so i say i throw it away... after sometime.. they finally figure out that i passed... and the reception girl keep asking mi not to throw my final theory results slip.. "fan" lei...

took a cab down to sim lim square... bro went there to look for TV... in the end.. he really bought one there... then ask him to treat me eat something good la... went to eat Korean food... food was... okay ba... hehe... then bro had a call from his pilot friends... jioing him out... he say yes la... i tag along lo... since dun feel like going home alone... went to catch the movie smokin' ace... movie was... erm... "chim"... oh ya... his bunch of pilot friends... can say are funny... but they talk alot about flying stuffs la... cant understand... another chimalogy... just like the movie... haha... was send home by one of his friend... driving car... so bro is damn determine to get a license and a car.. -.-"

so thurs was staying at home and waiting for tv to arrive... bro was damn excited and decided to go down to the big IKEA at tampines that he ask papa to bring us there... so we went there... it was really big la... bro bought one tv console and one stand... and i got one small cupboard.... went to COURTS... which was just beside IKEA... bought one ENZER DVD Player for ah ma hse... hehe... then head back home.... bro started building his furniture that nite...

fri was yesterday la..was slacking at bro room.. watching damn lots of movie while he was outside living room playing his Xbox... at evening... i started to build my own cupboard... haha... spend about 2 hrs building it... cool rite!!!

MY cupboard!!

today... i decided to wake up at 9.30am to study my final theory... got a trial test today.. with bro... but damnit... i wake up late... i wake up at 11am!!! omg... set my alarm clock wrong!!! i set it as 9.30PM!!! -.-""" so i din get to study much... that means... yup... i failed... idiot... and bro passed.. argghhhhhh.... lunch out with him... then headed home... watch abit of jap drama with him... then we head out for dinner and went to see ah gong...

oh... so as u can see... my days are all slacking with my bro... wow... guess i missed him alot?? ***vomits***

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Friday, April 20, 2007

Ok... my blog had been stagnant for days.. did i use correct eng?? NVm...

anyway... jas found a job.. so i am left out... haha... hope she can make new friends there....

oh ya... been to a ton mahjong session with jas them... and kx house.... but jas left at about 10 plus... (work next day)... so kx bf take her place... anyway... I LOSE!!! omg... 1 lose to 4.... hahah... lose about 18 bucks ba... -.-" totally broke now... left 2 dollars plus in my wallet nia...

bro coming back on mon le... he finally finished... but anyway.. he wont left anyway.. haha.. cos he has been send to fly helicopter... hohoho... results too bad la... so must stay in singapore... hahah... jk... i also duno wads going on...

oh... nothing to blog... so i will only blog if any intertesting things happen.. CIAO!!

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

ok.. back home le... went back home on sun la... abit worry about ah ma... haizzz...

oh ya... been trying to look for job.. but its hard.. i dont know wad i want... i dont wanna work alone... haha... but i guess... it cant be helped... -.-" jas got her CX job le... so now playing plans should be canceled... haizz..... so sad....

i guess... if i really cant find any job till may... i might as well go for the zoo keeper... hehe.... at least i am interested in that job.. but... i guess i cant go for the chalet... haha... cos it needed to be working on weekends and holiday??? haizz... hate myself...

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Thursday, April 12, 2007

Papa called ah ma hse today... small uncle answer then phone then pass to me... haha... he say he just call to hear my voice la... cos he long time no hear my voice.. haha... then hor... he say since small uncle is here... then i can go home le lo... but i insist staying here till sun...

why??

cos small uncle stay here but hor... din help ah ma at all... he din help her cook.. wash dishes... and even keep the laundry... he just slp wake up... eat lunch... then stay his room.... anyway.. just do his things la... so its better for me to be there...

anyway... i cant help ah ma much... haha.. better let her do some stuffs too... cos she will be so damn bored... like when i came on the first day.... only stare at the ceiling... got something to do better... today actually wanna help her do the cooking... but she insist on doing it herself... -.-" i can understand how bored she is... haha...

anyway... its nice la... to be with ur grandma once in a while... i mean... how many people can spend days with ur grandma alone... haha... its rather a good experience for me la... can spend time with her... hehe... abit happy...

i remeber i stayed here once before... when i was having my sch holiday... i was still in secondary sch la.. then i drag cousin wei with me... hehe.. stay here for days... then brought PS along... haha... but its rather first time that i am alone with my ah ma...

anyway.. small uncle also go out and went back late ma... like ytd.. he left in the afternoon and back at nite.. but today he was at home la... -.-"

feeling abit weird as he stay here too... wad a timing... when i came to stay... he came to stay too.. haha...

oh ya... i forget to bring my hp charger!!! omg... damn sian diao... haha...

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

ok... so i am officially moved in with my ah ma le... had a fight with papa just now... nah.. can say its myself la... dammit... papa is restricting me from going out.. ONE WHOLE WEEK... i am stuck here la... my objectives of staying here is acc ah ma and help her la... like decrease her burden like cooking or wad... but i think... i am like increasing her burden by staying here... come on man.. i am spoilt... rite??

how am i suppose to cook wash clothes here?? kill me man...

updating...

ok... fine... i am wrong... so sorry... haha... wrong in wad sense... hmm... actually... being so oppose in coming to stay at ah ma hse its because that i dont feel so secure la... home is always de best la... but how to say lei.. i am use to slack inside my room... but hor... slacking here makes me feel guilty.. DAMN guilty... why?? cos ah ma seems so bored... i guess her everyday life was like staring into the ceiling and sleep... feel so sorry for her... but i cant really communicate with her la... she speak hokkien... chinese abit... thats why.. plus.. I DUNO WAD TO SAY!

anyway... big aunt called just now... they talking about small uncle and his wife la... ah ma say she is a bad women... haha... anyway... hope i heard wrong.... she mention that small uncle just moved in today.... in hokkien... erm... IS THAT TRUE???? thats gona make me feel super weird.... -.-"

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Monday, April 09, 2007

OK FINE! I AM SO FREE LA... GOT NOTHING TO DO... NO JOB! ALWAYS STAY AT HOME... USELESS LA... HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

i going to move to my ah ma hse.... bahhh... cos ah ma fall down.... then third aunt go overseas le.. so home left her only... so me... THE ONE WITH NO JOB AND SO MANY FREE TIME.... had to go stay with her la... i am not piss off because of that... its because they say i GOT MANY FREE TIME LA... LIKE I DONT WANNA FIND A JOB! super damn piss off lo...

I MIGHT JUST DIE AND PERISH.... DAMNIT...

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

Attend a funeral just now... this is the fourth funeral i attend in my life... hope i wont attend more in the future...

this funeral is my second aunt's huband's brother's wife.... papa say she got depression and comitted sucide yesterday... thats somehow shocking to me...

suddenly.. i felt that everything is so minor... people appear and disappear very fast... you wont know who will disappear next.... people wont only die of old age... haizz... hate that...

i remember the first funeral i attended... its my papa friend i think... cant really remember... cos i was small... second funeral is my bro's godfather's mother... third is my poly friend's mum... which died in the car accident overseas... its on the news... haizz... today is my fourth...

i dont see many people crying there... only about 2 people cried... i wonder if anyone is really sad there... but to me.. if i died... i dont really wanna see people sobbing over me la... just hope everyone is happy... but if no one cried... does that means no one care about me??? okay... i am contridicting myself here... haha...

life is so precious.... yet we dont know how to cherise it... =)

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Saturday, April 07, 2007

Had my FIRST ever Clubbing on thurs... went to MOS... WHY?

Actually is that jas wanna go out lo... but not sure where yet.. in the end... we choose clubbing instead of mahjong... go there see see lo... never been there before ma... though papa was abit displeased of me going there la...

MOS is having free entry and buy one get one free jug wad... so where there lo.. WOW... its really pack in there lo... wanna walk in the crowd is a damn MI(mission impossible) thingy... anything.. but once i drink and get high... its fun la... haha...

got my first ever "Ta Shan" from the guy dancing beside me... jas scolded me la... for talking to him... haha... sorry la.. my first time ma... and i really duno how to reject a person.. especially face to face la... damn akward lo... the story is that... he ask me whether i wanna dance with him... but i say no la... then after awhile.. he told me his name... and ask for mine... so i told him -.-" and jas scolded me... so later on... he ask for me to take a pic with him... before i could reply him... jas pulled me away... that shocked both me and him... haha...

ok.. learnt my lesson la... wont do that again.. i tried... hope no guys talk to mi in club ever again.. haha...

anyway... fun experience la... hee...

got back home at 5am... tot papa wont find out... but in the end... HE DID!!! -.-"

wake up at 11 plus to get ready to meet XIU them... in the end.. jh is late... then xiu them all is LATE!!! wahhhh... can say i wasnt really in the mood of going out la.. i was too tire... so my temper was actually super bad... SORRY!!!!! haha... another lesson learnt... dont stay up too late if u got somehting on the next day...

anyway... tooks lots of pics again.. hehe....

Clubbing...

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Wednesday, April 04, 2007

been slacking at home again... so i am lazy to update my blog...

no jobs yet.. feeling abit uneasy now... and worry about my future.. haizz....

oh ya... been to night safari on mon... actually planned it... but cancel it... as it looks like it will rain soon... so met up for movie... but when we meet... found out that there is no nice movie... in the end... went to safari again...

then tue... which is ytd la... acc jh to recruit express lo... i nothing to do also.. but i din fill in the form... the person din give me... i also lazy... haha...

so sorry... lazy to explain the pics.... hohoho...

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