Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, July 31, 2005

hmm.. wah.. i din update for one week le.. haha.. din realise.. hehe.. cos i was too lazy to update also.. haha.. i finally admit it le.. =p

anyway.. tis whole week nth lo.. haha.. cos mostly my tutorials are e learning.. then gt lecture also dun bother to go.. wahhaa.. gt back onli my hrm results.. hmm.. study for 1hr somethign for it nia.. lucky i get 69% hehe.. phew.. i pass!!! so happy i pass... hehe... hmm.. mon go hans hse ba.. if i m not wrong.. to do bslaw project lo... his hse on the 20th floor lei.. wow.. not bad sia.. hehe.. i like... nth lo.. he dun have internet in his room.. then in the end.. no internet.. haha.. we just do wad we can do lo.. i done my part there le.. heeh.. then do for few hrs nia.. then finish lo.. hehe..
tue slack at home lo.. haha.. wed go hrm tutorial.. get back results.. then go eat at cwp ba.. if i din remember wrongly.. thurs.. go that stupid I&E lesson.. cos tat tutor ask us to go.. chey.. sit down there do nth lo.. waste time nia... haha.. then mi and jh go bukit panjang plaza after meeting jasmine for while lo.. hmm.. actually wanna eat the fried chicken cutlet.. but must wait for 30mins.. haha.. then i dun wan le.. after tat head to cwp buy sushi go home eat..

when i reach home for awhile.. bro call home sia.. say he outside the door nia.. haha.. i was so surprise.. chey.. he was onli out for few hrs nia.. going back at 5pm... then we go jurong pt meet papa.. cos he wana buy television... i know.. we just change tele nia.. cos papa say our tele gt radiation.. then wnana change.. haha.. but in the end find out tat it dun have... hmm.. so din change le lo.. saw a new puremilk skirt there lei.. wah... feel like buying it.. but.. i dun have money.... so sad.. i wan it.. i wan it!!!!!!

fri.. think i slack at home again.. i did it on sat also.. haha.. then todae.. actually also slack de... then i go jie hse help her burn disc.. then after tat go back ah ma hse eat dinner.. then go out to cwp with jie and qi and wei.. haha... bought S&K pants.. cos now sales.. wah.. sales like they wanna close le.. haha.. actually is end season sales nia.. anyway.. the pants there buy 3 free 1 ma.. so i bought 2 lo.. jie bought 1 and qi bought 1 and wei bought 1 t shirt tat cos $6 nia... haha.. anyway.. the person who is paying is still jie.. hmm.. then we go TS.. jie buy one korean drama.. i also.. qi also.. but she bought ou xiang ju... haha.. anwyay... jie pay for all of it also.. hehe.. THANKS!!! though u wont see it... hmm.. so tire.. just find out tat one pant cannot be folded... haha.. cos gt zip down there.. its abit long for mi.. how how?? lucky its not the other pant that i like alot.. phew.. but ok la.. but think i wont wear tat pant to sch lo.. hehe.... oh ya.. one more thing... i HATE WRS BAND... haha.. lazy to explain.. just ask mi y when u saw mi... then i tell u all.. hehe...

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Saturday, July 23, 2005

hm.. todae.. din go ktv... sob sob* so sad.. haizz.... duno when can go le... :o( hmm.. then slack at home whole day lo.. haha...

eh.. think i better tok about myself more than wad m i doin the whole day.. hehe. anyway.. my blog will be getting more boring le.. hehe.. cos i tok more about mi.. hehe...

hmm.. change.. i dun like changes at all.. hmm... but then.. i cant stop it too.. haizz.. tats a sad thing.. suddenly.. i feel like wanting time to go back.. back to where we were always together during sec.. where we have laughters and tears.. hmm... where we always hang out together.. wait for each other after sch and go home.. and also.. have our breaks together... haizz.. how i wish time were back to the time that we had our girl guide camp.. where we spend our time together.. talking till late at nite... i even remmeber the last girl guide camp we had.. tat we sat outside the classroom there.. and tok for the whole nite.. until breaking dawn...(hope i m correct)
hmm... sometimes.. i reli feel like crying.. cos i cant stop time... cant get back in time too...

look at wad we are having now?? we are separated... we had our own routes and choices.. anyway.. can i say u all?? cos i dun have.. i dun even know wad i going to do in the near future.. haha... some had bf.. no time for us anymore... then some.. busy with sch work... exams homeworks... some busy with work.. and have her own problems.. left onli one.. hmm.. wad have we become? we part further and further away from each other... but yet.. i can onli think about it sometimes and cry.. though not reli cry it out.. but my eyes will be brimming with tears...

i hope.. just hope.. someday.. our path will cross each other again.. and we can get back together.. talk about the old times.. and laugh at it.. ya.. someday....

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Friday, July 22, 2005

dammit... i get ur feelings now.. jas.. cos my blog.. just kana erase away.. damit!!!!!!!!! cos i dun press wad la.. now must retype again.. i type so much lei.. idiot.... soooooo much!!!!! nvm.. i gt time.. haha... dun care... gona type all again.....

Start.... todae finallly finish test lo... din update for so long le.. 2 weeks ba.. hehe.. cos one week is study break... then exam week le.. mi busy study... so din update blog lo.. hehe.. NAh.. AS IF.. who will belive mi?? haha... oh ya.. gona tok cok alot.. since i so damn free.. hope not gona erase all again.. if gona retype again.. i gona cry... gona gona gona.... i put so many gona...

hmm.. test.. eh.. CMA... gona fail.. hope i can pass.. 50 will do.. just pass.. plss.... cos tat lecturer and tutor sux!! haha.. =p hrm... eh.. okok lo.. think can pass.. hehe.. study one hr for it nia.. cos no mood to study.. hehe.. then FMGT.. my most confidence sub.. hehe.. hope i can get 60 somthing.. then i happy.. hehe.. then blaw.. sian diao.. loss 27 marks le.. nvm.. still can get 73.. AS IF.. haha.. hope can get 60 something lo.. but think is impossible le.. haiz.. din reli study hard for it lo.. haha.. study todae then todae test... altogether study blaw for 3 hrs like tta.. haha

oh... just now i gt tok about a news... infact 2 news... one is huang na... finally tat ah hao kept silence.. =p which i see is tat he admit tat he kill her le.. arrr... he better sentence to death.. cos he so cruel... kill a small ger ger.. haizz.. then todae... i mean ytd.. gt one 4 yr old ger fall down from her flat... hmm.. cos her ah mah was drinking coffe down stairs and when she wake up.. she cant find anyone.. so she go look outside the window and fall off.. haizz... when the aunties tat send their child to sch.. saw the body.. they tot it was a broken doll lo.. then no one gave it any attention.. until one philippine auntie that is sending her son to sch saw it.. she was scare to death lo.. keep having nightmares about it.. hmm.. if it was mi.. i gona scare until like siao... wont even dare to sleep or stay in a dark place... haizz.. tat ger so poor thing... haizz...

oh.. my cousin.. say she gona buy her own hse when she was 35 yrs old.. tat means.. she is not going to get married.. haha.. funny.. think i gona follow her also.. hehe... cos living by urself is gd.. plus i wont get married.. cos i dun even wanna go out alone with guys.. hhaa... so i also wanna buy a hse near the sea.. i mean.. can see the sea.. hehe.. then i can sit near the window there.. and watch the sunset.. so romantic... hehe.... then my door is gona be white.. then marble floor.. then white curtain... haha.. cos white seems nice.. but hor.. i so lazy.. later white become black le.. haha.. but.. mayb i will be more hardworking to clean the hse.. hehe.. cos its my own dearie hse.. hehe... now i scare le.. keep press Save As Draft button.. hehe... anyway.. like i said to jh.. tat i hope we (jh jas hc kx and mi) can live together.. but hor... think it wont come true.. haha.. cos hor.. they gona get marrie some day.. then surely they gona move out ma.. haizz.. then left mi alone... so then.. better i just live alone at first lo.. haha... but hor.. live alone abit eerie.. haha.. cos i scare at nite.. then er.. the "dirty things".. hehe.. i m a coward.. =p hope someday it will come true.. hehe..

oh ya.. bro coming home later.. haha.. been wanting to see whether he has change anot.. din see him for 2 weeks le.. haha.. he better be thiner.. orelse...... =p

sometimes.. i duno wad i m thinking.. think i gona be a loner.. haha.. so stupid.. i crave for attention so much during sec... but now.. i dun crave for it le.. haha.. i crave for peaceful life.. haha... duno y also.. hmm... my onli friends are onli my gang in sec sch.. then my relationship with my class now okok onli.. haha.. hmm.. my dearie friend idhzuan.. haizz.. duno how to say also.. he gt so much probs.. and i cant help him.. haizz... then.. i also duno wad to say to him le.. in msn i din msg him.. cos in the end.. we gona tok about the same things.. which is his probs.. and his probs are almost the same thing lo.. when i console him.. i dun even get convince myself.. how can i convince him??? funny.. think mayb i m too lazy to care for him.. or i said.. all my friends.. mayb i m born to be a loner... haiz... but i dun wanna leave my friends too.. m i just too selfish??

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Tuesday, July 12, 2005

hmm.. just read jas blog.. omg.. i suddenly remember le.. there is something i wanna said here.. anyway.. there is alot of times i think i wanna type alot of things here de.. but i always forget.. so sian diao.. mi old le.. abit senile.. haha...

oh ya... continue wad i said.. actually.. when i read her blog.. about him and tat ger kiss.. hmm... i quickly go friendster see see.. oh... then i see his acc all gt him and her pic.. but hor.. i go her acc see.. dun have his pic lei.. even her status is domestic partnership.. so funny sia... hmm.. make mi think tat she dun wanna let other ppl know she is attach.. so tat she can have more guys.. haha... anyway.. i also gt another thinking.. which is tat.. he is trying to make jas see it.. hmm.. mayb wanna make her forget him faster?? or just trying to make her jealous?? cant be.. shld be wanna make her give up la.. but hor... jas!! dun give up.. hehe.. mi support u hor.. btw.. must reli stay strong le.. any prob can find us!! we will be there lo... and lastly.. dun smoke hor!!! =p

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Sunday, July 10, 2005

hehe.. ytd.. hang out with jia hui, jasmine, hui chun, kai xin, yao feng, cheong how and ding huat lo.. hehe.. we went to watch movie at cineleisure.. Alot Like Love.. hmm.. not bad la.. hehe... i like behind de.. the starting like beri sian.. hehe... after tat.. we went to taka.. actually wanna eat ice cream de.. then went go down there.. see gt alot of food stalls lei.. then we all go there walk walk.. and buy things to eat lo.. hehe... we go buy one tube of ice cream.. half of it is chocolate.. then another half is lemon sorbet.. yum yum.. then also gt eat hot dogs... i eat bacon and sasuage and pepper sasuage... then alot gt mango Ice.... wow.. then chocolate apple... blah blah.. hehe..

after tat.. we head towards Hereen lo.. walk abit nia.. then we go far east.. hmm... i bought a skirt there at Puremilk.. wow.. cheap lei.. hehe... cos gt discount.. hee.... then after tat.. took neoprints. hehe... must put up.. but scanner duno la.. then i bought a jean skirt from collage.. jasmine brought mi there de.. then she BARGAIN with the shopkeeper.. haha.. then he give mi discount lo.. thanks ar!!! hmm.. after tat.. hui chun go meet his bf lo.. and we went to eat long john.. then kx go first le.. cos she gt piano lesson..

hmm.. we head towards Esplanade lo... but hor.. stop at the city link there.. haha.. cos FCUK gt sales!! up to 90% and jasmine cant resist it.. so we went inside... hmm.. saw one skirt i like.. haha.. yf also wan to buy it for his sis.. lucky gt 2.. i go try lo.. and i like it.. so i bought it.. using all my money le. haha.. actually is $59.. then 50% discount.. hehee.. if dun buy.. i will regrett in teh rest of my life de.. hehe.. in the end.. i left $1.50.. haha...

oh... we go esplanade lo.. at 9 something.. haa.. sit down there.. near merlion there. and took lots of pics.. haha.. so fun..... then took till like 11 lo.. then we head home.. hmm.. ricky reply my msg at tat time ma.. when i was on train.. so wad a concidence.. just gota know tat he is in the same train as mi lo.. but he is at the last cabin.. and we are in the first.. then when he know tat i goin home alone.. he say he goin to send mi home lo.. so hmm.. on the way home.. its ok la.. let him see the pics we took.. hee... then tok tok.. oh ya.. thanks for sending mi home!! realli thankful.. hehe... think u wont even read my blog.. haha.. but nvm.. =p

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Friday, July 08, 2005

hmm.. just went to send my bro off to check into the army.. so worried for him.. cos he is beri hard to make friends de.. cos my father say he is beri proud.. tats y... haizz.. is tat so?? mayb ba.. but... i dun care.. he is always my best bro!!! anyway... suddenly i think army guys are cool man... think they are beri man.. haha.. i have a thing for army guys le.. weird.. haha... mayb i m getting deperate?? nah.. no way man.. hmm.. oh ya.. met wen hao there also.. he is the usher there.. my bro say he still gt one more yr in the army lo..

oh ya.. ytd went to RP to do project.. and ya.. stop asking y i m going RP to do project fer wad.. then after tat mi suddenly have the crave for ice cream.. hehe.. so mi and jh went to cwp.. then i suggest we go cold storage lo.. and i bought orange sorbet and jh bought mango sorbet.. hmm.. when reach home.. i try it.. yucks man.. abit disappointed lei... i shold have bought another brand de sorbet. so sad.. waste my money... haizz.. jh de mango sorbet also not nice.. tats wad she say la... hmm.. waste all our money.. haha.. next time i will buy tat lemon sorbet.. cos it look nicer than the orange sorbet.. hehe... i love SORBETS!!!!

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

eh... everytime.. my blog like all singlish de.. todae i will change.. haha.. to perfect english!!!

I woke up at 7am today... and do all those rountines etc. brushing teeth, bathing and packing my bag.. and i went to meet jh for school.. oh.. met jun wen at the bukit batok bus stop.. thats funny.. as i thought he would not take bus from there.. the first lesson was HRM.. today there was alot of absentees in class.. Chantel, Nas, Yi xian, Jia yong said that they were sick.. haha... our class so many people have gotten the virus... make it such a sickening day... after the lesson, we have a 2 hours break, thus we all decided to go to west mall and have lunch there. jh and i accompany fiona to take her spects from Co-op and wei jing them went ahead first... after that we went to burger king to meet them.. Amanda went to meet us there too.. and after eating, we took out the cake that is for her.. as yesterday was her birthday.. we then proceed to the arcade... after that.. we head back to school...

Arrrr..... reli beri diff to type in perfect eng.. anyway.. my eng wasnt reli perfect.. haha..
ok.. met zi yong wen we go back to sch from west mall lo... wad a concidence.. haha.. ytd he say he wanna say something to mi when he see mi de.. then todae.. he din say lei.. haha... so diff to met him.. and when ytd he say that he will say to mi de and todae i met him.. haha.. told u liao.. u dun dare to say de.. =p anyway.. head back to ECD tutorial lo.. oh ya.. amanda went out to town half way when we were goin back to sch... hmm.. so sian.. stupid ECD.. after that head back home lo..

oh ya.. just heard tat yi xian and her bf break up le.. haizz... atcually she was kana dumped... so sad... i see her so sad.. i also sad... she a chio bu lei.. how can her bf dumped her.. my god.. jasmine also a chio bu.. how can her bf dumped her also.. i dun get it.. are those guys blind or wad!!!!!! they gt the chio bu.. and they dun wan??? funny.. reli funny... hmm.. anwyay.. tot yi xian wasnt tat reli faithful de.. cos she like change bf like clothes... so tot she is not reli into tat relationship... but hor.. seems like i was wrong... she came to sch.. half way through ECD tutorial.. and she was crying.. haiz.. cry till her eyes swollen... anyway.. think she come sch becos all our student cards was with her.. and we go lecture after tat ma..

hmm.. relationship are so funny.. can be sweet and bitter too.. so sad.. i dun have the courage for it.. reli... haizz.. my parents.. duno wad to say them also... now still have the cold fight... wad can i do??? sian diao also... hmm... think the ppl having relationships around mi all seems so diff and sad de... make mi see le also sad... haizz... love.. such a thing.. is a terrible thing.. rather than beautiful thing to mi..

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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

omg.. now gt stomache sia.. mayb cos i eat cold de when i gt my period.. haha.. retribution.. haizz.. hee.. todae.. when to CMa tutorial lo... wah.. teach us mi the tutorial qns lei.. i din do.. but i ans correctly.. hehe.. straight on the spot.. so proud of myself.. whahahah... anyway.. after tat.. mi jh and fiona join sy then go kfc eat eat lo.. after tat.. we go play pool!!! so long never play le.. hehe.. and yf gt join us... then aza and wei jing slp all the way sia.. cos they dun wanna play... after tat.. they go to Blaw make up tutorial lo.. then.. when we play finish, yf and fiona go back to np then mi jh and sy go to bus stop to take bus l0.. think tats it.. wah.. stomach pain pain again..

oh ya... ytd.. fmgt presentation.. after sun, abit fed up with teresa le.. she 11 something then online.. when i send her the slides, she say i gt do like din do like tat.. and i sian half.. then when she say she would like to do projects alone.. so i tell her i promise i will put in my effort and do next time.. and she say my promise worth nth!!! =( so angry sia... then she doesnt mean tat.. ai ya.. she say she means tat dun promise i will.. just promise i try.. hmm.. like tat lo.. then when fmgt ytd... she give us all attitude face lei... then hans try to tok to her.. and she like heck care like tat.. wth... diao wad.. u think u so superior meh.. no big deal.. then hans ask her to start the presentation ma.. then she just pass the thumbdrive without turning her head.. and the string hit mi... and i was so damn piss off by tat.. and sy saw by black face ma.. ask mi y.. and i din ans her.. then chantel told her lo.. cos we(mi and jh) told her the whole story.. in the end... the class stand by us.. they din support teresa.. though its our fault lo.. btw.. tat teresa.. say my slides like no use.. yet she still use lei.. dammit... DAMMIT!!!! arr... so fed up.. then tat hans... say slide 5 onwards teresa present.. then onli left 3 slides.. then he say he present.. though he dun even know wads goin on.. arr.. so mi and jh just sit back and see them present lo.. then teacher say he wont give us mark for the presentation.. WAH SEH!!! idiot!!! idiot hans... anyway.. i dun care... and i told the teacher i dun care also.. just give mi 0.... =P as if i care... damn.. y cant things go my way... but anyway... i will do blaw project myself lo.. ;P wont depend on u.. TERESA!

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Sunday, July 03, 2005

hmm.. tot todae is a sian day.. tats y just now create new entry i din tok about todae... now from a sian day become a Stress day le... omg...

my project presentation is tml!! and i cant find teresa.. she din ans my call.. call her so many times le.. haizz.... todae she say we din put in effort in the project.. ok.. i admit it.. so wad... i know la.. i m stupid.. tats y.. hmm.. lazy too.. but i also know y.. cos i m depending on u.. cos i know u will do everything.. tats y.. haiz.. suddenly i m starting to regret grping with u.. not because of wad.. it just tat... i will kept relying on u to do all those things.. haiz.. but i cant change the grp members... cos everytime gt project.. surely is tis grping de.. omg.. cant change.. cant even kick her outa the grp.. haiz... i gona die... anyway.. think she lost a thumbdrive.. cos everytime the tutorial ans is presented on com.. yet she always write it out... omg... omg... she duno meh?? so many times le... since u say like tta.. i m proud to say.. we gt put in effort to do tutorials lo.. and DO IT ON COM!!! not like u.. if we rely on u on tis.. we can never present the ans... arr... dun care.... just let mi nag now.. i m having mood swings... hahaa.... typical girls... girls are so hard to be.. nono.. i think students are hard to be.. haizz....

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hehe.. actually hor.. ytd gt go ktv 1.. but tat idiot bro.. cos he scare tat our third aunt cant make it.. then onli gt us... and he had to pay... so he dun wanna go.. damn him la.. in the end.. we meet my cousin all of them at 2 lo.. but when reach 2, third aunt was late la.. she is not ready yet.. so mi and bro went to hawker to eat eat first lo.. so stupid sia.. we gona eat later but we still eat.. cos we haven eat lunch yet ma.. bro eat alot man.. like he never eaten anything for few days.. hehehe..

then went to cwp to meet my cousins first... and walk walk... wakl until duno wad time la.. then meet third aunt them (with my cousins... smaller ones all in pri sch.. and one is onli 2 yrs old) and go orchard lo... when reach there.. we go mac eat.. cos qi(my cousin) was hungry.. she din eat lunch also lo.. after tat we walk walk.. then walk till half way... we and our aunt walk separate ways lo.. say meet at paragon at 5.30p.m hehe.. and we took 2 small cousins with us.. hmm.. we go stadium first.. cos qi wanna see sports shoes... then after tat we go kinokuniyah.. wah.. stay until 5 something lo.. there so big.. can walk beri long.. haha.. and we were looking at the tarot cards in the end.. and bro was wondering anot to buy... hmm.. in the end he din.. so sad... haizz...

after tat.. go paragon lo.. meet third aunt them.. and we took bus 123 and go mirama hotel there to eat buffet.. eat till beri full sia... think tis is the one time which i eat so much in my life.. haha.. after tat we walk.. about 1 km.. to mrt station lo.. sian diao.. but it was a gd exercise la.. cos i saw one article in the web.. the easiest way to cut down ur weight is to walk or do some light exercise after u eat lo... hehehe....

oh ya.. ytd when reach orchard mrt... met dennis and jack.. they were in the same train as mi.. but i din realise.. onli realise when we get out of the train.. haha... tats it.. todae nth to say la.. boring day fer mi.. hehe...

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