Lost In Beauty-

Monday, June 05, 2006

haha... was studying.. but i slack again.. cos compensation management seems like a easy one.. anyway.. it was easier.. compare to tat idiot HRMS module.. Hee... anyway.. when i was studying.. i always have fantasies about being a Hogwarts students.. hee.. so i will get to know harry potter!! haha.. anyway.. cos their lessons were more interesing than us... so nice if i can study spells, potions.. wahhhh.....

ok.. anyway.. going to chian soon.. yet haven pack bag.. cos i duno wad to pack.. eh lets see
My Checklist:
toiletries
Camera
Mp3!!!
Tibits
3 sets of clothes

eh... is tat all?? i cant think of any le... so funny.. like so little things... ok forget it.. i will stop thinking.. hee..

hmm.. back to my own old problems.. haizz.. sometimes i really feel alone.. like no friends.. from a gang of 6 to 5 then to 4 then now onli 3... tats funny... i feel so sian... anyway.. i dun think i blame them la.. cos i think its my fault.. how to say lei?? hmm.. i think its becos i m lazy to contact them la... then also din try to jio them out constantly... so.. haizz... anyway.. i wonder wad kind of friend i m to them... cos.. i duno lei.. i dun think i try hard.. give alot.. and i think i expect alot back.. so.. mayb i onli know how to talk big.. but duno how to act.. haizz... cant really stop thinking about yao feng, hui chun and kai xin... are we really best friends to them?? or its onli the surface of wad people os seeing and put us together us best friends.. sometimes i dun get it.. dun understand wad is the meaning of best friends.. i dun understand them.. and i dun think they understand mi either.. so.. hmm.. but if we are best friends.. i dun see y they are like being so tire to be with us... hmm.... i think its harder to maintain a friendship than a relationship..

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