Lost In Beauty-

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Attend a funeral just now... this is the fourth funeral i attend in my life... hope i wont attend more in the future...

this funeral is my second aunt's huband's brother's wife.... papa say she got depression and comitted sucide yesterday... thats somehow shocking to me...

suddenly.. i felt that everything is so minor... people appear and disappear very fast... you wont know who will disappear next.... people wont only die of old age... haizz... hate that...

i remember the first funeral i attended... its my papa friend i think... cant really remember... cos i was small... second funeral is my bro's godfather's mother... third is my poly friend's mum... which died in the car accident overseas... its on the news... haizz... today is my fourth...

i dont see many people crying there... only about 2 people cried... i wonder if anyone is really sad there... but to me.. if i died... i dont really wanna see people sobbing over me la... just hope everyone is happy... but if no one cried... does that means no one care about me??? okay... i am contridicting myself here... haha...

life is so precious.... yet we dont know how to cherise it... =)

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